The Story, If You Can See The Future

It all started when I was a child, then I feel different with kids my age. Not because I am disabled, but because I have a sixth sense - an ability to see into the future.

Initially I was not aware of this ability. Until finally there is an event that made me aware of the special grace God has given me.

At that time, I saw a couple passing in front of me, and suddenly I saw they were caught by a black shadow. Not long after that, from a distance I heard a very loud crash.
I saw a large truck had rammed lovers until they had their last breath. At that time I just kept silent. Somehow I think I already know that a collision will occur. I've seen the collision as it was before, and it was as if the incident was a rerun of what I have seen.

But then, I was too young to be aware of what is happening. It's just that I realized that I have that capability. And since that incident, I could control my ability to see the future, because I learned to control it.

Along with increasing age, I'm getting an expert to use my abilities. There are no events in the future that will be missing from my look.

Over time, too, a sense of my memory growing. The more questions arise in my mind about life and about why I have this special ability. And because curiosity is great anyway, I was dragged in a state where I almost face to face with death.

I tried something stupid - Trying suicide. I want to see what is called the hell that time. But it turns out I'm not brave enough to do so. I'm not ready to see what I should probably do not see that time.

Time passed, and without feeling my life is getting boring. My ability to become invisible special anymore for me. Due to this ability I already have everything I want at an early age.

Just imagine, with this capability, I've become a millionaire at the age of 15 years. Indeed, for parents and brothers and sisters, it is a proud achievement. But not for me.

Although everyone supported me, for me everything looks false. I think that the success that I can is a natural thing. Why not? I can see which way is good or not for me. If the outcome there, many people are scrambling to start stealing success, I guess I do not need to do that because I knew the outcome with certainty and will not be missed.

This ability is incredible. Too incredible to received with common sense and I used it well.
With this ability, I've helped a lot of people, by opening the service forecast. I must admit, this is one way to help people stupid. Because besides I destroy the balance of the chain of life to unravel the secrets of the future, I also had affected a lot of people just for the sake of fulfilling the ambitions of a ruler just because lulled by the high fee. And this is a regret that I will never forget.

At that time, I saw there will be many people who suffer if the businessmen who were consulted me to rise to the position that he should not have. But, even I can see the future of this was too selfish and be seduced by the promise and paid.

And when I realized what I had done, I was too late. I can not do anything. Indeed, the authorities kept his promise to give me a position in the government, but the fate of the people is at stake. It is sad.

Since then, I swore to myself, that I'm not going to pry the secrets of nature again, the secret of the future. Let it happen in time. Because the man himself that determines their way of life.
Honestly, with this ability I have completed a lot of my personal life. Start of National Exam, college entrance test trials, up to the my love life.

I too arbitrary to use my abilities. But because everything I do always run smoothly, I had thought that I would become the ruler of this world with my ability. A naive thinking.
Until I realized that God was punishing me, when I met you. At that time, I really fell in love with you. I'm really crazy about you. Once again I used my ability to approach you on the premise that there is not one thing in this world that can not be had with my ability.

The first time I approach you, I'm really happy, because I saw that I would marry you. I saw a blissful smile on our wedding day, just like when we got married, no less and no more.

Perhaps you are surprised, how could I possibly know all of your favorite food, all your dreams. And I do it all like a coincidence, and assure you that we are a soul mate with all the coincidences that happen.

Our initial meeting in the garden, flower delivery to wrong address, I was where you are there, and so on, all is not a coincidence. Everything is events which arguably is a result of engineering to convince you about our relationship. Even though what we have lived for many years is a mere engineering, but believe that love is not an engineering, all originate from the bottom of my heart.
Now is a good time for you to know everything, that there is no chance from the beginning to the end we met we parted. It's all I've seen and I predicted.

You may be angry, upset, or sad after knowing it all. But believe me, I have a reason for it all, why I did not tell you about my ability. That's because I love you, love you too much.

At that time, I used my ability to see the future. And you know what I see? I see we are going to die in the house where we lived when we have had a child. I see a lot of buildings collapsing due to the devastating earthquake.

At that moment, I knew that we could only run when the quake occurred. But when I go home and see my parents are elderly and may not ride a ship or aircraft, made me feel a dilemma. I want to save them as well, but I know it's not possible.

But because of my love for you great, I still decided to marry. Because I see, if you do not marry, you will be married to the wrong person and then you will not be happy.

I saw it all, I know that we will die if we stay married, but you're also not going to be happy if you do not marry me first.

In the midst of despair, I re-use my abilities. And I saw that if you go along with your child, then you will find someone who will make you happy. People who have loved you since junior high. And you will find it not long after you read this book, which is I've saved in this box, because I know you'll find it.

I'm not going to tell you who he is, but trust me, he will come to you on its own to care for and raise our children and your children, and love you with all my heart.

Not that I do not want to go with you. But I have to pay for all my actions. I've had a lot of other people miserable. And I most regret is for my life, I have never devoted to my parents, so I wanted to accompany them until his death us.

At least I am calm, because I know you will live happily without falsehood. And I do not need to bear this heavy burden - Breaking the secrets of nature. This time, I've decided not to violate the rules of nature again. Because of this it was time for me to be responsible all actions in the world are at odds with the world.

I've had too much to save people from death road with the future divulge their secrets. So that they could escape from death and then live longer to torment others. But everything is useless, because they will surely die, it's just that they postpone their death time with my help.

As I told you to go to other islands, I have seen death myself, even from the beginning before we got married. I've seen it all. But I still keep it all, because if you know about my abilities, I would definitely your misery. Because I see that you're going to pull my arm to go with you.

If that happens, I would be very dilemma, because I certainly would be very hard to break away from my parents, let alone I know that they will die. And with the condition that the father could not even stand up and speak, then everything will become increasingly difficult.

At that moment I felt the punishment was too severe and this ability as a curse to me. But once I know what I stand for and what I want in this life. I realized that this ability is a gift.

Because my desire is to see you smile and my parents before I close my eyes forever. I really can not hold back the tears when you remove your departure and our children at the airport when I take you, because I knew it was our last meeting.

I wrote this book, not that you're sad and sorry, but that ye may know about what has happened so far and on a real life partner who will accompany you until you breathe your last.

I do not want you to continue sadly, closed heart, and shut out the opportunities in front of you, in every way, and your step.

I realized, I'm just a coward who only capable of hiding and rely on my ability. However, I really love you. You have taught me that love does not have to have. Not because I believe in the phrase "love does not have to have", but if the do not have you, you can be happy, then I'm willing to let you go.

It was the best decision I ever made, to accompany my parents, against my ego to have you, and do not avoid the future. During this ability came over me, but thanks to you, I finally feel how to be the true ruler - Ruler of the capabilities and myself.